stranger

Another wuawi's post. don't you mad at me. pls kindly read it, Xx.

"No longer listed as your-secret-admirer"

bukan, bukan gue skrg jadi blak-blakan-admirer. tapi, gue kira kayanya gue udah gak pengen jadi one of your fans list. bukan, bukan karena gue udh gak berfeeling. this-shitty-feelings is always on you. tapi kayanya lebih berguna kalo gue pake untuk yg lain. bukan, bukan karena ada yang lain. ada sih, but you're always on the top of my mountain's mind. bukan, bukan karena gue fed up or mad at you. Alhamdulillah gue salah satu tipe cewek pencakar langit (yakali lu semua pada gak ngerti artinya) hmm maksudnya gue mungkin termasuk cewe yg gak mau kalah yg kalian bisa artikan artinya sndri.

"expecting too much isn't good"

why do we have so much things that we can't have? something we want to have the most is something that we can't have. stranger. usaha memang berbanding lurus dengan hasil. tapi tidak untuk soal ini (ini itu apa? ini lhoo.. ini.. cintaa..). gue pikir, sekeras apapun berusaha (usaha dalam apapun. nyekil, pdkt, mempertahankan, sayang, apapun yg berurusan dgn si ini.. apaan sih ini? ini tuh cinta.. oh..) kadang gak sesuai sama apa yg kita inginkan. that's life. itu terjadi lho. gue juga gak nyangka. the fact is just like "bentar lagi lo nyampe ke finish line" "tapi gue gak tau, dimana finish line itu berada" "you just walk away then you run and you hide and you pull me up then fall me down" is that you hobby? i guess you're not one of a play-bad-fckn-boy.

"saying goodbye isn't easy as saying goonight"

selalu ada alasan mengapa seseorang mengatakan "Hai". dan juga "Bye". petikan pertama berisi harapan. petikan kedua berisi penyesalan. "hei, how's your day?" "hei, apa kabar?" "hei, gimana masih jomblo khaannn?" banyak pengharapan yg berisi dari kalimat itu. "Bye" "goodbye" banyak penyesalan tersirat juga didalamnya. selamat tinggal means gue harus meninggalkan sesuatu dan tidak membawa nya lagi. gampang kan? coba aja cinta sebuah barang. sayangnya, sesuatu yg sudah melekat dan mungkin sudah menjadi kebiasaan bakal lo tinggalin? lo pasti mikir 2000000juta kali. "gak segampang itu lho..."

"i know, i may look sad. i still want you so bad"

ada beberapa hal yg kadang lo sendiri gatau darimana asalnya. "apasih ngapain juga coba.." sering banget keluar, dan gak disadari, tetep dilakuin. thats why people say that "perasaan berbanding terbalik sama logika" a.k.a perasaan kontra logika, kl kata glory of love (must be one of your playlist, check google and download it soon) jelas-jelas sesuatu nggak ada masih tetep disebut ada dan terus dikejar, mau ngejar apaan? bayangan? bayangan aja gak ada...

"Forget about it for now, there's a constant pain in my head caused by sights."

hello there, my crazieh little thing called shit. i'm sorry if i say things that might piss ya off. if i think about you too much (or maybe too often), if i come off as annoying. maybe i'm learning to walk again, maybe i'm waiting long enough. Things are gonna change and not for better. i'm hopeless and maybe heartless. so, goodluck there. I'm good. I'm gone ;D

Never Give Up, and Good Luck will find you. Hehehe, Xx.